Self-Hosting a Blog Mailing List

2021-08-04  •  (Updated 2022-06-03)  •  For fun and no profit.

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As of this week the Mediocre Blog has a new follow mechanism: email! Sign up on the Follow page and you'll get an email everytime a new post is published to the blog. It's like RSS, except there's a slight chance you might actually use it.

This post will detail my relatively simple setup for this, linking to points within my blog's server code which are relevant. While I didn't deliberately package my code up into a nice public package, if you know have some cursory knowledge of Go you could probably rip my code and make it work for you. Don't worry, it has a permissive license.

Email Server

Self-hosting email is the hardest and most foreign part of this whole thing for most devs. The long and the short of it is that it's very unlikely you can do this without renting a VPS somewhere. Luckily there are VPSs out there which are cheap and which allow SMTP traffic, so it's really just a matter of biting the cost bullet and letting your definition of "self-hosted" be a bit flexible. At least you still control the code!

I highly recommend maddy as an email server which has everything you need out of the box, no docker requirements, and a flexible-yet-simple configuration language. I've discussed in previous posts the general steps I've used to set up maddy on a remote VPS, and so I won't re-iterate here. Just know that I have a VPS on my private nebula VPN, with a maddy server listening for outgoing mail on port 587, with username/password authentication on that port.

General API Design

The rest of the system lies within the Go server which hosts my blog. There is only a single instance of the server, and it runs in my living room. With these as the baseline environmental requirements, the rest of the design follows easily:

It's a pretty small API, but it covers all the important things, namely verification (because I don't want people signed up against their will, nor do I want to be sending emails to fake email addresses), and unsubscribing.


It was important to me that someone couldn't just sit and submit random emails to the POST /api/mailinglist/subscribe endpoint in a loop, causing my email server to eventually get blacklisted. To prevent this I've implemented a simple proof-of-work (PoW) system, whereby the client must first obtain a PoW challenge, generate a solution for that challenge (which involves a lot of CPU time), and then submit that solution as part of the subscribe endpoint call.

Both the server-side and client-side code can be found in the blog's git repo. You could theoretically view the Go documentation for the server code on, but apparently their bot doesn't like my WTFPL.

When providing a challenge to the client, the server sends back two values: the seed and the target.

The target is simply a number whose purpose will become apparent in a second.

The seed is a byte-string which encodes:

When the client submits a valid solution the server checks the HMAC to ensure that the seed was generated by the server, it checks the expiration to make sure the client didn't take too long to solve it, and it checks in an internal storage whether that seed hasn't already been solved. Because the expiration is built into the seed the server doesn't have to store each solved seed forever, only until the seed has expired.

To generate a solution to the challenge the client does the following:

Finally, a new endpoint was added: GET /api/pow/challenge, which returns a PoW seed and target for the client to solve. Since seeds don't require storage in a database until after they are solved there are essentially no consequences to someone spamming this in a loop.

With all of that in place, the POST /api/mailinglist/subscribe endpoint described before now also requires a powSeed and a powSolution argument. The Follow page, prior to submitting a subscribe request, first retrieves a PoW challenge, generates a solution, and only then will it submit the subscribe request.


Storage of emails is fairly straightforward: since I'm not running this server on multiple hosts, I can just use SQLite. My code for storage in SQLite can all be found here.

My SQLite table has a single table:

	id          TEXT PRIMARY KEY,
	email       TEXT NOT NULL,
	sub_token   TEXT NOT NULL,
	created_at  INTEGER NOT NULL,

	unsub_token TEXT,
	verified_at INTEGER

It will probably one day need an index on sub_token and unsub_token, but I'm not quite there yet.

The id field is generated by first lowercasing the email (because emails are case-insensitive) and then hashing it. This way I can be sure to identify duplicates easily. It's still possible for someone to do the + trick to get their email in multiple times, but as long as they verify each one I don't really care.


Publishing is quite easy: my MailingList interface has a Publish method on it, which loops through all records in the SQLite table, discards those which aren't verified, and sends an email to the rest containing:

I will then use a command-line interface to call this Publish method. I haven't actually made that interface yet, but no one is subscribed yet so it doesn't matter.


The hardest part of the whole thing was probably getting maddy set up, with a close second being trying to decode a hex string to a byte string in javascript (I tried Crypto-JS, but it wasn't working without dragging in webpack or a bunch of other nonsense, and vanilla JS doesn't have any way to do it!).

Hopefully reading this will make you consider self-hosting your own blog's mailing list as well. If we let these big companies keep taking over all internet functionality then eventually they'll finagle the standards so that no one can self-host anything, and we'll have to start all over.

And really, do you need tracking code on the emails you send out for your recipe blog? Just let your users ignore you in peace and quiet.

If you liked this post, consider checking out other posts in the series:
Previously: Setting Up maddy On A VPS
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